I've fallen in love with this girl's artwork! 

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This Can't be real life.

This can't be real. Just TWO years ago Prince had a father. He wore masks almost every time he went out and he didn't go to school parties...He was innocent and he didn't even know that Niki existed. I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS. Even weed doesn't make me forget. Yeah, it takes me away from lot's of things and I really don't have too many Prince-related negative thoughts when I'm under the influence but the only way I'm going to get away from THIS is to SLEEP. My mind has to literally GO SOMEWHERE ELSE to escape the emotions I get when I think of Prince and Niki together.... I want to crawl under the nearest rock and literally shrivel up and DIE. Right now I don't want ANYONE but Prince. And I hate when I feel this way because it's not like I even wish to be in a relationship with him. I just want to be his friend...I want him to love me. If I died right now I'd want him to CARE.

It would be amazing if he fell in love with me though.

My life would be complete.

But if that's not possible....

I just wish something obtainable comes along that makes me as happy as he does. I think I do deserve to be happy. I'm not THAT bad of a person.

Gwen's son Kingston reminds me a lot of little Prince-Michael in this picture. Prince used to to look a litte like this. The whole platinum blonde hair with his cute little style and innocent charm. It sucks when you grow up and loose that innocence. I believe I understand the whole concept of Peter Pan now and why he didn't want to grow up. Not only do you gain tough responsibilities as you get older, you also loose your innocence. It's a terrible thing :(

One day the royal Kingston just like the royal Prince will too loose this sweet kid look, and he'll turn into a (hopefully  not too terrible) teen. 

Hopefully a girl way out of his league won't fall in love with him before they've even met. Hopefully he won't start going to public school and break that girl's heart when he starts dating someone like Niki Burger*

A girl can only hope.

*Last name changed for privacy reasons. 

First Post.

Tonight I can't wait to dream. I wish I was motivated enough to start back writing my dreams down every morning. By now which is like (12:32 am) I've already forgotten the dream I had last night...