Outsider.

Photo Actually Taken on Dec. 25, 2010

Today I felt extremely used. I'm also very awkward. Today I was humiliated. I'm not sure if I'm blowing things up in my mind or being treated really badly.

I know i'll never be anything like them, and honestly, I'd rather die than be like them.

But no ones wants to feel like and outsider.

Like a black swan.

But I guess I'll continue to be used...

at least until I get things rolling for myself.

Then no ones going to be able to tell me anything!!!